29th September

exactly 4 months till my 16th birthday, I am already so so so excited.
christmaka and new year before that though!!!!!!!!!!!

snizzles

I think I have a cold coming on so I have eaten a lot of oranges to help...I hope it does help
I cannot be ill for this weekend its gonna be too funny

stupid netball was cancelled today, I was looking forward to playing for once, though I have it tomorrow
lacrosse in about half an hour - what a drag!!!

OOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I have not spoken to my obbesssion all day, I am majorly proud of myself! happy happy happy times, though I do miss talking to him...hmmm maybe after lacrosse. oh shit no I have to stop myself - act like I am not intrerested, play hard to get. CHEEKY ;)

bad roots...

this is the colour of hair I want to go...
what do you guys think?

BOOM BOOM BOOM

life is improving as the day goes on, athough mornings and evenings are the worst!
its getting easier I think, even though I feel like Bridget Jones!
music and my friends get me through

great songs -
I will survive – Gloria Gaynor
You’re no good – Carly Simon
You are so beautiful – Joe Cocker
I can see clearly now - Jimmy Cliff or Johnny Nash or Bob Marley
What a wonderful world –  Lois Armstrong
New York New York – Frank Sinatra
Girls just want to have fun – Cyndi Lauper
Respect – Aretha Franklin
Let it be – The Beatles
No woman no cry – Bob Marley
You've got a friend – Carol King
Brown Eyed Girl - Van Morrison

I don't like mondays.

Sunday night feeling are the worst. when that hand on the clock hits the 4:00 im like washababa :( my weekend is over. the worst part is knowing that I have school the next day

Monday morning - bam up at 6:30 rush around to do things and try to get to school on time (though there is dreadful traffic)

twas a good day for a monday, the lesson finished before I was able to do my Spanish oral but it sucks in a way because now I still have it lurking on my mind....

the only thing i really miss when i am at school is my doggy
aww hes so cute! hes called brody like brody from the hills!

apart from that, I really dont mind boarding

a rainy sunday afternoon

Probably the worst end to my week.

Started off having to dog walk in the pouring rain. George being off with me, I thought it would pass. but no he says we are a difficult situation! doesnt know what he wants, says he doesnt want to hurt me well he fucking well just did!!!!!! saying he hopes im alright, course im not alright, your actually such a dick. how the fuck can you do this to me then say you still want to see me next weekend

i hate hate hate hate this, its not all changed again. why has my life changed so much recently. you were the best thing my my life and now your gone

i want you back :( i dont know how im going to do this.

how the fuck am i going to move on

p.s p.s

and when I get a reply I have to wait at least 2 minutes before I reply back because otherwise I will look like the biggest clingy girl ever