It's over

FINALLY !!!!!

GCSES ARE NO MORE

I am so relieved to have got them all out of the way, no more revison, exam stress, worries, just relaxation and having a fucking good summer !!!

Tough is a word to describe my week

I've gone through utter shit recently. I thought I would have experienced it all but no one would ever understand what I'm going though.
First I was hit with my grandma's death which was bad enough. Then had trouble with family and I'm not giving detail but its destroyed us and no, life will never be the same again. It has got better, me I mean..not the situation, thats fucked up! But, I'm becoming stronger each day. It has really thrown me off revision though, I can't concentrate. I've had to run to my boyfriend's house to get away from it all, luckily I know he will always be there for me.

Each day something new comes out and I don't know when everything is going to stop but I know that it can't get worse.
I've gotta be a strong person and I really am. I'm holding my head up high even though I'm breaking inside. I know that life's a bitch but I can't throw everything away. Live each day to the full because you never know if it's your last.

Life is too short.

Who Says

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.
You made me insecure
Told me I wasn’t good enough
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says

It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ‘em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won’t let you touch the sky

Life isn't esy

Some things you've just gotta work at to make them right, it may be tough, it may be hard, but if you really wanted something then you would put your heart and soul into them


'So what we get drunk so what we smoke weed we're just having fun we don't care who sees so what we go out that's how it's supposed to be living young and wild and free'

Trust No One

It is unbelievable how spiteful some people can be. How can you say you're a friend of mine, I don't know who, I don't know why but someone stabbed me right in the back. Hit me hard, where it hurts. The pain is unbearable. Why would someone do such a thing? Ruin a beautiful relationship I had with my boyfriend, now we're arguing non stop just because of one person I don't even know about. It makes me sick.  I think about how much pain one person has caused for me and my relationship, which was going so well.
I've run out of tears, I'm so tired of crying. This has disgust me. I can't express how dissapointed I am, the fact is I don't know who to trust anymore if my friends go behind my back. I don't even want to know who this person is.

Before I Die

Thing I have to do before I die....

1. Go skinny-dipping at midnight in the South of France.
2. Tell someone the story of my life, sparing no details.
3. Brew my own beer.
4. Buy a round-the-world air ticket and a rucksack, and run away.
5. Give my mother a dozen red roses and tell her that I love her.
6. Put my name down to be a passenger on the first tourist shuttle to the moon.
7. Eat jellied eels from a stall in London.
8. Fall deeply in love -- helplessly and unconditionally.
9. Stay out all night dancing and go to work the next day without having gone home.
10. Ride the Trans-Siberian Express across Asia.
11. Shower in a waterfall.
12. Drive across America from coast to coast.
13. Make a complete and utter fool of myself.
14. Sleep under the stars.
15. Go wild in Rio during Carnival.
16. Spend Christmas on the beach drinking pina coladas.
17. Lose more money than I can afford at roulette in Vegas.
18. Run a marathon.
19. Dive with sharks.
20. Explore Antartica.
21. Climb mount Kilimanjaro.
22. Donate a lot of money to charity.
23. Live with my family in Malaysia for at least one month.
24. Donate blood.
25. Visit the Titanic

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