29th September

exactly 4 months till my 16th birthday, I am already so so so excited.
christmaka and new year before that though!!!!!!!!!!!

snizzles

I think I have a cold coming on so I have eaten a lot of oranges to help...I hope it does help
I cannot be ill for this weekend its gonna be too funny

stupid netball was cancelled today, I was looking forward to playing for once, though I have it tomorrow
lacrosse in about half an hour - what a drag!!!

OOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I have not spoken to my obbesssion all day, I am majorly proud of myself! happy happy happy times, though I do miss talking to him...hmmm maybe after lacrosse. oh shit no I have to stop myself - act like I am not intrerested, play hard to get. CHEEKY ;)

bad roots...

this is the colour of hair I want to go...
what do you guys think?

BOOM BOOM BOOM

life is improving as the day goes on, athough mornings and evenings are the worst!
its getting easier I think, even though I feel like Bridget Jones!
music and my friends get me through

great songs -
I will survive – Gloria Gaynor
You’re no good – Carly Simon
You are so beautiful – Joe Cocker
I can see clearly now - Jimmy Cliff or Johnny Nash or Bob Marley
What a wonderful world –  Lois Armstrong
New York New York – Frank Sinatra
Girls just want to have fun – Cyndi Lauper
Respect – Aretha Franklin
Let it be – The Beatles
No woman no cry – Bob Marley
You've got a friend – Carol King
Brown Eyed Girl - Van Morrison

I don't like mondays.

Sunday night feeling are the worst. when that hand on the clock hits the 4:00 im like washababa :( my weekend is over. the worst part is knowing that I have school the next day

Monday morning - bam up at 6:30 rush around to do things and try to get to school on time (though there is dreadful traffic)

twas a good day for a monday, the lesson finished before I was able to do my Spanish oral but it sucks in a way because now I still have it lurking on my mind....

the only thing i really miss when i am at school is my doggy
aww hes so cute! hes called brody like brody from the hills!

apart from that, I really dont mind boarding

a rainy sunday afternoon

Probably the worst end to my week.

Started off having to dog walk in the pouring rain. George being off with me, I thought it would pass. but no he says we are a difficult situation! doesnt know what he wants, says he doesnt want to hurt me well he fucking well just did!!!!!! saying he hopes im alright, course im not alright, your actually such a dick. how the fuck can you do this to me then say you still want to see me next weekend

i hate hate hate hate this, its not all changed again. why has my life changed so much recently. you were the best thing my my life and now your gone

i want you back :( i dont know how im going to do this.

how the fuck am i going to move on

p.s p.s

and when I get a reply I have to wait at least 2 minutes before I reply back because otherwise I will look like the biggest clingy girl ever

p.s

oh and im pretty sure he has gone off me.

im like cling film

okay okay i've already done something i regret today, why is it that I just cannot stop my fingers from pressing that enter button

you know when you really want to talk to someone but don't want to look keen? well I just cannot resist. I neeeeeeed to talk to this one person 24/7. im addicted to him like cigarettes

dam it.

Summer '10

I know I'm a little late but I think my first post should start with my summer....

A LOT happened this summer - good and bad

Firstly I spent 4 days with my boyfriend (now my ex boyfriend) at the start of July. We visited Brighton together too.
A few days after I went off to Portugal for 4 weeks.

These 4 weeks changed my life.
First week - Freya and Heather came out to visit me there, I became very ill. Later was diagnosed with Lactose Intolerance, but thats another story. I was still able to go out every night though, haha... We met some uber cool people there. After a week though they flew back to England. The day after my boyfriend and I broke up. Even though we were together 6 months I was surprisingly fine about it!
Second and Third week - Tilly and her Family came out to stay with us for two weeks. Both our familes have been having holidays together for god knows how long. They are always so so so memorable. We went to the beach, on a yacht, sand sculptues, had barbaques, went out for dinner, swam, go karting, you name it, we did it!
Fourth week - this was my last week, I was shattered by this time. Although I had to make the most of the sun. This last week was very significant to my life right now. I met this one boy called George. At first I had no feelings for him whatsoever but these were soon to change. However everytime I saw him i was drunk!!!! But on my last night we spent our whole night together, it definitely was a night to remember...

Back in England I saw George twice before I flew out to Sardinia!!!

Sardinia was an insane holiday by itself. First I flew out there with my longest best friend Riley and a friend from my old school Caroline. It was really great us three together as we could catch up on old times.

Riley's dad owns a 100foot yacht! It really is to die for. It will have been the third timeI have been on it. The three of us had the whole yacht to outselves for 4 days before her dad, aunt uncle, sister and her friend flew out to be with us. However it did not ruin our fun. Each day brought something new. This definitely was a holiday to remember, I wasn't ready to come home but I knew that the flight home would be an experience in all!!! We flew private jet home, in a 14 seater even though there was only 8 of us. This was INCREDIBLE, we had food and movies, there were tv screens too. A flight has never gone so quick in my life. Once we landed though I knew I was back to reality.

My school work approached me..............